Trick
or Treat
"Wow!
Lady Une! Nice costume!" Sally called from the entrance. The
lower
lobby of the Starlight Plaza Hotel had been decorated for the
Preventors
Halloween Party and it was filled with costumed
Preventors,
ex-generals, politicians and other dignitaries important
to the
peace of the Earth Sphere. A mingling of business and
pleasure
as it were.
Lady
Une had dressed as the Rose Bride from Revolutionary Girl
Utena.
Her beloved Treize still held that much sway over her life.
Him
and his unnatural fascination with roses.
"Thank-you
Sally, yours is... very..." Une sought desperately for
something
diplomatic to say. Sally had dressed in uniform,
Preventors
Uniform.
"You
did read that this was a masquerade on the card?" Une inquired.
Sally
grinned and said
"I
already have it taken care of." And she held aloft with all the
triumph
of a great victory a cheap plastic children’s mask of a cat
and
snapped the elastic band around her head.
"See?
I brought a mask."
"I
suppose it does meet the minimum requirements," Une said with a
shrug.
"Besides,
the real fun in a masquerade is identifying everyone
else!"
Sally said. "My jaw nearly hit the floor when I saw the ever-
serious
Heero Yuy dressed as a court jester."
"You
think that's amazing, look over there..." Lady Une said,
pointing.
Sally did so. Her eyes widened.
"I
see it, but I don't believe it. Wufei? Wufei is wearing a
costume?
Wufei is wearing a cowboy costume? Someone get me to
Medlab,
I think I'm going into cardiac arrest."
"That
makes three of us," called a new voice over from the side.
It was
Midii Une, no relation to the costumed Rose Bride of that
evening.
She had been the newest addition to the Preventors growing
intelligence
gathering section about a year ago and had immediately
stood
out from the other recruits by virtue of knowledge,
capability,
and the unerring knack for above-par mission completion
on
each and every assignment she'd been given. It wasn't so much
that
she put herself forward (quite the opposite, the young woman
was
really quite shy) but her standards of excellence spoke for her.
"I
usually hate these kinds of social gathering where a whole bunch
of
strangers are all packed into a single room, but since the
invitation
specified that it was a masquerade and that I could wear a
mask,
I decided to come," she said quietly.
"Well,
that's a very pretty costume," Sally complimented. "Neo-Queen
Serenity?"
"Yes,
only I borrowed her husbands mask," Midii said. Thin white
material
and floating filmy gauze of white and silver gave her an
even
more angelic-looking appearance than her already cherubic face.
And
the hair styled up into two odangos with long streaming tails was
all
her own (it only went down to her waist however).
Not
one of the Preventors had been more surprised than she to
discover
her sudden promotion after only two months of fieldwork.
She
had been reassigned to one of the Preventors Elites, a
specialist
in espionage and covert intelligence gathering. At the
time
Midii had been recieving her promotion, Une had confided to the
young
recruit that her (then) new partner had met Commander Une
while
he had been undercover spying on the movements of OZ. She'd
been
surprised and dismayed to meet and recognise her new partner as
her
friend (and unfortunately her enemy and victim) Nanashi.
"Did
you make it yourself?" Une inquired.
"Yes,
money's still tight so I sewed my own costume. I had to make
costumes
for my brothers anyway so one more wasn't a whole lot of
work. I
just basically adapted a nightgown, only please don't spread
that
around. There IS an extra layer I added under it, although in
the
manga the dress was quite transparent at times I really didn't
want
to spend the night in a semi-transparent dress, seeing as I
have
to work with most of these people on a day to day basis and I
get
enough of those speculative looks that I don't want to give them
anything
further to speculate about."
"If
anyone's said or done anything-" Sally said in alarm.
"Nono!
It's not that, it's just that appraising looks like that are
a
natural reaction to an attractive person. Women do it with men and
men do
it with women. It never goes any farther than that first
look;
you know where you're trying to figure out if a guy is
deceptively
well-built or if he's just scrawny and wiry." Midii
protested
immediately. "I don't think anyone would dare to try to
take
it any farther given who my current partner is."
Just
between Midii and her current partner, there was what felt to
her
like a small miracle between them. She loved him, that much was
clear
to a girl who always knew the status of her heart. She'd loved
him in
a childish way for years, pinning all of her childish hopes
and
fancies on a young boy who perhaps would not grow to be the man
she
envisioned in her mind; but that didn't really matter since the
vision
was what counted. The dream of Nanashi was the secret dream
she
held in her heart of a friend and companion she could always
rely
on in a life and a world where only person she really had to
rely
on was herself. In her heart he had always been with her,
beside
her encouraging her through a particularly dangerous maneuver
for
her employers, protecting her from loneliness, from regret, from
betrayal.
Perhaps it hadn't been the real Nanashi, but her young
heart
had needed something to pin it's hopes on and someplace to
focus
and gather its strength from so Nanashi became her guardian
angel.
"Speaking
of whom," Lady Une said while inclining her head
gracefully
in acknowledgement of a silent greeting by and ex member
of the
Romafeller Foundation. "Is he going to be here tonight do you
think?"
"Who
knows," said Sally. "We both know that aside of possibly Wufei
and/or
Heero, Trowa isn't the most social person."
"He
mentioned something about his sister dragging him away from Lion-
san
for the evening," Midii murmured quietly. "I can only assume
that
she meant to bring him here."
"Well
that's good," Une said absently as she smiled benignly at a
new
arrival, some prominent businessman or other who had dressed in
a
giant chicken suit.
"I
took my brothers out trick or treating earlier," Midii said with
a
small smile. "You should have seen my second youngest's James Bond
costume.
I think Trowa's been a bad influence on the boy. My
youngest
heard that he does spy work on occasion and he
automatically
thinks that it's just like in the movies."
"Trowa's
been over to your house?" Sally questioned with the
interest
of something that was news to her.
"Once
or twice, there were mission reports that had to be written
during
a time block where I needed to be at home watching over my
family,
cleaning and preparing dinner so he was kind enough to bring
the
work to me and stay to see the task was done," Midii said. "He
really
is very kind."
She
would never have dared to believe that she'd meet him again or
that
her quiet lonely boy would have turned out to be an equally
quiet
man who, despite having found good friends and a wonderful
family
in the form of his sister Cathy, was still lonely deep down.
At
first, Midii had just concentrated on trying to prove herself to
him
(technically he was her superior for their first few missions);
prove
herself trustworthy and loyal, capable and utterly without a
thought
to her mind of betrayal. She wanted to reassure him that
this
time was for real, this time she really was there to help him
and
even be his friend.
Then
it had occured to her that perhaps she seemed even more
suspicious
by being too friendly and too eager to please so she'd
made a
complete one-eighty and barely spoke to him for the next
mission.
Midii was self-contained by nature, she prefered a few
close
attatchments to having a lot of general acquaintances and she'd
come
to consider him a ver close friend to her and it was difficult
not
being able to speak what was on her mind. In fact it had
reminded
her all-to-strongly of the time she'd been beside him as a
child,
never being able to say what was truly in her heart until it
was
all over with, and even then... even then she'd let him walk
away
thinking she didn't like him because she couldn't bear to hear
a
rejection of her true feelings for him. To her surprise a few days
later
he'd approached her in her (new) office after the mission
wanting
to know if he had offended her somehow. It had amazed her,
HE had
wanted to know if SHE was upset with HIM! She'd been forced
into a
confession and had found to her surprise and secret joy that
he had
forgiven her long ago. Her heart had felt like it had been on
wings
when he told her that he was willing to start fresh with her.
At
that point she'd truly become his friend and he hers. Their bond
had
deepened over time as they each quietly, almost shyly opened up
lines
of communication between them, sharing memories and stories of
their
lives that had happened after they'd parted ways. Midii also
shared
about a lot of what her life had been like before they'd met.
Trowa
said he hadn't had much of a life in the rebel company and
she'd
believed them, but it had surprised them both when on occasion
a
memory she shared with him had jogged loose a memory of his own
that
he'd forgotten in the overwhelming majority that was battle
after
endless battle. It had warmed her then that he'd told her the
memory
freely, often without being (delicately) asked about it. He'd
trusted
her, he'd felt sure enough of her to confide in her!
The
thought alone, that he had faith in her to trust her with his
rare
confidences and treat her as a friend, had made her so happy at
the
time that she hadn't dare wanted to ask for more of him than
that.
She'd forced herself to be content with the knowledge that
even
if he could never love someone like her, he could at least like
her on
the level of a trusted friend. Her greedy heart had wanted
more,
but she had reigned it in and told it to hold its peace;
surely
just the oportunity to be by his side, to know more and more
about
the man she loved would be enough for her. Every day for her
had
been a mixture of joy and secret sorrow; joy that she would
spend
more time at his side, sorrow that she had to keep her true
feelings
for him a secret. She had been philosophical about it,
after
all... half a loaf was better than none. Especially when she'd
never
really allowed herself to entertain the hope of getting the
half-loaf.
So she'd forced herself to be content and ordered her
hungry
heart to subside in silence, and the weeks of missions
together
flew by. She was made his full partner and their bond to
each
other strengthened.
"Hey
look there's Duo," Midii said, pointing at a very authentic and
creepy-looking
Grim Reaper, complete with Scythe.
"Oh,
my, how terribly predictable," Sally comented (on the
appropriateness
of one who called themselves the God of Death
dressing
as the god of death). "It's a very good costume however.
Who's
the girl next to him?"
"Hilde,
that's the ex- OZ recruit he lives with," Midii said. "It
looks
like she's dressed up as Lady Death, from the old American
comic
book."
"How
is it you can guess everyone with just one glance, you've been
doing
it all evening. I heard you earlier."
"You
forget my profession. It's the fruit of years of careful
training.
I've been trained to look beneath exterior and cosmetic
changes
that can be made quickly and easily and notice the things
about
them that are harder to change; unconscious posture,
mannerisms,
height, weight, build, and the tell-tale voice are all
things
that I assess without thinking about it," she said softly.
"Ah,"
was all Sally said. "You know, I wish Noin were here for the
fun. I
wonder if she's having fun on Mars right now."
"I'm
sure she is, although as you know, initial colonization is
never
easy. Still, she's with the one she loves so I have no doubt
she's
enjoying herself," Une said, with just s trifle bit of
wistfulness
in her own voice.
"It
certainly looks like Mariemaia is having fun," Sally said as she
glanced
over at the now-exuberant young redhead clustered into a
knot
of children her own age and expounding enthusiastically about
some
kind of plan she'd come up with. They looked like they were
being
convinced, the child was a natural leader.
"I'd
better go over and see what's up before she gets herself and
them
into unintended mischief," said Lady Une with a small
smile.
"She's a thoughtful child really, with such good
intentions
and I'm glad to see her interacting well with children
her
own age for once in her life, but I'm not sure if she's quite
clear
about the bounds of what's acceptable as a thoughtful gesture
just
yet. Turning the punch bowl into a goldfish bowl with koi fish
from
the gardens as a new party centerpiece is thoughtful, but..."
"Oh
my," said Midii, stifling a chuckle. "I don't know who would be
more
upset about the situation, the guests or the fish."
Sally
chuckled and walked off with Lady Une to go tease her young
partner
on his cute little costume (one of her cheif joys in life
was
verbally fencing with young Wufei) and Midii went to go and
guard
the punch bowl as well as investigate the treats in the offing
at the
sideboard. All she'd had to eat for the past several hours
had
been some of her brothers halloween candy. She kinda wished she
had
brought her younger brothers to the party with her, but she
hadn't
thought that anyone else would be bringing children to an
adult
masquerade (and they had been much more interested in the mugs
of hot
spiced apple cider, fried cakes and halloween candy in front
of a
good horror movie over at their friends' house anyway).
When
she had a small plate filled with tidbits from the table and a
small
glass of non-fish fruit punch she found an unoccupied seat in
a
small niche and sat back to watch the crowd. She loved crowd
watching,
since Midii really wasn't the gregarious type she found
her
fun in watching the playful antics of others. Now the decorated
room
before her was filled with a wild mixture of bright flashy
colors,
pale pastels, and dark grim shades all mixing and mingling,
ebbing
and flowing in a manner that made her feel a little dizzy
trying
to keep watch of them all. Some of the costumes were very
simple
while others were outrageous, the air seemed to swirl with
the
mixtures of fluttery silk and heavy velvet with jewelry or
accessories
catching the light. Yes, she could be perfectly happy
just
watching them all night. The young watcher was not aware that
she
herself was being watched.
*
Trowa
had had his invitation accepted on his behalf by his sister.
After
Catherine had been through passing out halloween candy to the
children
who had come to the circus' special halloween show she had
marched
him with his half-mask still on to this party and insisted
that
he mingle with the guests there. He'd talked for a few minutes
to his
comrades and they'd drifted off, Heero was stalking...
er
"protecting" Relena Darlian for this evening, just as he did
every
evening. It would have been worth the march here just to see
his
sombre ally dressed as a jester. Who said they didn't have a
sense
of humor? Heero's humor was really more understated and
dry...
"dying hurts like hell."
"...
isn't it really great to have a penis? Isn't it really nice to
have a
dong, dong..."
Ah,
and what party would be complete without a few drunken soldiers
caroling
the old Monty Python song about the virtues of having a
penis?
The classics never died.
He'd
stuck mainly to the shadows, despite all of his sister's
attempts
to make him more outgoing as a person he still didn't
really
like interacting with people in this kind of a situation. He
was
alone in a crowded room and he liked it that way, he liked his
air of
solitude and silence because it was what he was comfortable
with.
He and Midii truly were the same. He had seen her interact
with a
few of her acquaintances among the Preventors but the few
times
she'd been approached by a stranger hoping to make her
acquaintance
she'd shied away. Despite her ease in dealing with
people
on a surface level... she didn't let people in very easily.
He was
like that too, except that he didn't even have much ease in
dealing
with people on a surface level.
He had
to admit that he'd spent the better part of the evening
watching
her. The room was so crowded and busy, and Midii had her
guard
down this evening, so he could watch to his hearts content
undetected
by her. It was rare when he would get the opportunity to
observe
her without her knowing he was there. A life on the edge in
a
warzone had honed her instincts as sharply as his own were honed so
usually
she could pick up on even his presence in the room. SHe was
guarded,
just like he was. But tonight there was so much movement
and
color and shifting changing shadows that he could move abut and
blend
in with ease despite his height.
He
thought she looked beautiful, like an angel all dressed in white.
The
pure color made her skin seem to glow with an alabaster
luminence
when the light touched it. When she was on-duty for the
Preventors
she wore her hair tightly bound into a french twist but
tonight
it was styled into two little balls on the top of her head
with
the rest left to stream down to her waist. Seeing all of that
lovely
golden hair of hers that he loved so much left relatively
free...
it made him want to touch it! He had checked himself several
times
during the evening from reaching out to slide his fingers
through
the long silky stuff.
Normally,
he wouln't have had quite this much trouble in controlling
his
reactions toward her; up until about two weeks ago he had
thought
of her as a childhood playmate, a trusted new friend and a
comrade
in arms. But that was then. He had simply thought of her as
the
girl who had proven herself trustworthy to be his confidant and
his
partner. That was before he'd had it pointed out to him that she
wasn't
a child anymore.
Two
weeks ago he saw her through the eyes of the little rebel
fighter
boy; when he had been a child he'd seen Midii as another
child
and in childhood there was rarely a big difference between boy
and
girl. Now he saw her through the eyes of a grown man, and it had
put a
whole new complexion on things. What had once been very simple
had
now become very complex. She was his old friend, but she was
also
suddenly an entirely new and very interesting creature to him.
He
noticed things about her that had seemed irrelevant to him before
became
somehow very important to him now. The way she tilted her
head
forward to hide her face behind her bangs when she was nervous,
the
way her full lips caressed each syllable when she spoke, she way
her
Preventors suit beneath the jacket emphasized the curve of her
hips,
the way she was always scented of something light and sweet.
He
noticed all of these things and so many more and he worried about
his
newly discovered feelings. He worried that they wouldn't be
returned,
he worried that they were out of line considering the fact
that
they worked together, he worried that they might somehow cause
her
damage... he didn't want anyone to think that her promotion
which
was made purely on the result of her own skills and efforts
was
the result of having a liason with him. That would be wrong. It
was
also quite clear to him that whatever her other faults were she
was a
loyal and true friend to him now, now that she had free reign
to
follow her heart freely. If he asked her a question she answered
him
honestly and to the best of her abilities even if it reflected
poorly
on her; she trusted him that much. If he gave in to these
newly
surfaced desires would it not be considered a betrayal of that
trust?
Because he had already passed the point of just noticing
things
about her. Part of him wished that he was still at that
relatively
innocent phase. No, now that he had committed to memory
every
new facet of her this strange new creature inside of him had
decided
it was time to move past the noticing phase and on to the
desiring
phase.
He
wanted precisely what he shouldn't be allowed to have. Perhaps it
was
the old adage of forbidden fruit, but he was pretty sure it went
far
beyond a momentary thing. The more time her spent with her the
more
time he wanted to spend with her. For heavens sakes he was
becoming
jealous of her little brothers who were the ones she went
home
to! He was even jealous of her cat...her cat! Because it got to
curl
up on her lap while she was working on her report and be petted
and
stroked and cooed at and made much of. Lion-san could eat dear
Jupey-jupe
(short for Jupiter) in one bite... well, maybe not,
Jupiter
was well named; the kitty was quite large enough to be a
little
plantetoid herself. Thirteen pounds of kitty flesh taking up
all of
Midii's lap leaving no room for him if he should decide he
was
suddenly tired and wanted a soft cushion for his head, and if
she
turned her attention away from petting the kitty for a moment,
Jupe
made her dissatisfaction well known with a loud yowl! ((A.N.
sorry
people, my cat Jupiter snuck in there for a cameo role... you
know
how cats are. Gotta be the center of attention. All thirteen
pounds
of her.))
He
shook himself out of his contemplations on an effective strategy
to get
his partner all to himself when he suddenly realized that he
had
all evening with her all to himself so to speak. An entire
evening
with her in which she looked like an angel fallen to earth.
His
mouth had suddenly gone dry again but he was going to do it, he
was
going to walk up to her and ask her to dance. There were many
couples
already swaying to the slow music one more wouldn't be
noticed.
* * *
The
evening had passed too quickly. He'd held her in his arms for
most
of it and she'd kept up a mostly one-sided conversation about
this
or that, work, her family, his sister's adorable costume... the
usual.
He discovered that he spent most of the time staring at her
lips.
Those strange stirrings within him were making him feel
restless,
making him want to hold her tightly and have her all to
himself
with no one around. So when she mentioned that she wouldn't
mind
having someone to walk her home (she lived about three blocks
down
from the Starlight Plaza Hotel) he had offered naturally.
That
Halloween Evening was chill, the leaves rustled restlessly on
the
cement borne about in twists and eddies by the ceaseless movement
of the
late October breeze. Winter was not far away. Her white dress
shone
like moonlight wrapped around her slender form. She'd shivered
in the
cool wind and he'd taken off his jacket and offered it to her
now
she walked with her arm tucked through his, smiling up at him.
They
paused just outside her house.
"What?"
he asked when he caught the impish quality of her smile.
"Hey
Trowa, trick or treat?" she asked.
"Hm?"
he inquired, his face a blank mask of confusion.
"That's
what kids say when they walk up to a house on Halloween to
get
candy. Trick or Treat," she replied.
"Oh,"
he said. He hadn't done regular kids stuff when he'd been a
small
boy, too busy fighting and all of that. "Well, I'll say treat,
but
out of curiousity what would you do if I said trick?"
Midii
pulled a red hard-candy from out of somewhere and held it out
to
him. So there was no trick then, an empty bluff. He reached out
for
the candy and she pulled her hand away teasingly and popped the
candy
in her mouth.
"Trick.
Ha ha," she taunted, sucking on the candy. Trowa felt his
heart
palpitate just watching her. He didn't know what demon
momentarily
possesed him when he suddenly said
"But
I distinctly said 'treat'."
Then
he bent down and pulled her to him and covered her mouth with
his.
It was sweet like candy and warm like sunshine despite the cool
autumn
air. She leaned against him, bringing her tiny hands up
around
his neck as she kissed him back. When her mouth opened before
him he
went in after the little cherry-flavored candy. She broke off
the
kiss, her face flushed and glowing like the moon, her deep
sapphire
eyes shimmering a little as she leaned against him and held
him to
her. She looked short of breath but so was he. She stood up
on
tip-toe to kiss him again and this time, with a small suckle on
her
full lips, he got his candy. She looked a little dizzy and her
mouth
was pulling into a very sensual smile that he'd never seen
before,
but he knew instantly he wanted to see more of it.
<I
suppose this changes the dynamics of things betwen the two of
us,>
he thought over the rush of his heartbeat as he couldn't tear
his
eyes away from her. <Life is change. This is one I think I could
definately
get used to.>
With a
final chaste kiss on his cheek and a long lingering gaze
Midii
turned to go up to her apartment. She paused at the threshold
to say
"Happy
Halloween Trowa."
And
then disappeared. He suckled on the candy that tasted like their
first
kiss and reflected that he was never going to look at cherry
jolly
ranchers the same way after this. He smiled ever so faintly in
the
dark and continued on his way home.
THE END
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